ho-hum

LISTEN HERE! yes here. this is a small tiny person screaming with all her might and power(her little lungs nearly bursting) to the rest of the world(quite unsuccessful as u can see) that she(yesss...its a she)is very stressed. firstly by nothing and secondly nothing. precisely why she is stressed. because there seems to be nothing to get worried about.
while all my friends are sweating over this and doubting over that, this small tiny person goes 'ho-hum' and starts singing the tune of 'REJOICE IN THE LORD ALWAYS'. sigh. i am a little offtrack with the rest of the world- which happens to be rather small, only consisting the class 2/2 of the ij community.
i am crapping for i know not what to do. except looking forward to the 13th of may. thats the day of true rejoicing. my exams will be over.

thirdly, there is this friendship problem(s).

if no communication is the best policy, then nobody will ever be a somebody.
if making the first move means near-dying, then dont ever expect the opposite party to make the first move.
if a complicated math sum seems too daunting a challenge that avoiding is the best, then my friend, dont solve it.
wounds take time to heal; friendships take time to develop
misunderstandings inevitable
deepening of relationships takes understanding

i pray to the Lord for guidance.