another day

CAs seem drearily close, as if it were a shadow of some frighteningly huge and menacing creature, hoping to take us by surprise- always behind us, ever ready to strike us- its victims. shockingly, its already the 5th week into the term we've eaten into term3. sighh... what is to be left of me in term4? it seems so far away, yet i know that a nagging voice at the back of my head is drilling(at least its trying to) into me that in a blink of an eye, term4 will be greeting me. there is NO escape for me for my exams, streaming, blah and what-nots. aaaaaarggggggh. the stress is finally getting to me. im scared that i wont get into the class i want or the subject combination that i choose. what will i do when that happens? thats the END-OF-THE-WORLD for me. i suppose all this stress and fear can be channelled into positive thinking and a good start-off. but here is the part where my character- pessimism comes into play. it will try with all it smight to push away any good thoughts, and leave me so worriful- similar to Hermione Granger's( in the harry potter series, in case u morons out there dont know) reaction when she received her O.W.L results report- except my results will be more like Ron's than hers. sighh..