problems

PROBLEMS

we meet them everyday. each day i wake up and ask myself, when will there be a day when i wont have any problems; will it be today? but then i will go on to think, the day when i will have no more worries will be the day i die, and i dont want to die today; its too early to leave this world. humans are creatures of habit they say, and i strongly agree with that phrase. something for u to ponder upon- if one day u dont meet into any problems, u will be thinking WHY there isnt any, and feel there is a problem with today, and there u have it isnt it? ur problem- u think theres something wrong cos u dont meet into any obstacles.

in life, there is no one smooth-sailing road, and obstacles we meet are inevitable and just part-and-parcel of our lives. so why the suspicious eye and doubtful thoughts when u dont have it? isnt it good that FINALLY, The One up there is willing to let u take a break from this and that? havent u had enough of the problem-filled life u lead? and so, the day that was meant to be and which started happy, ends with a heavy heart.

HUMANS ARE STRANGE CREATURES

then, there are so many different kinds of problems that even if i knew all of them, i would not be able to list them out without taking at least a week.
ah-ha! the why question again right?
because, our different lives "entitles" us to different experiences, and with that different problems. SO, no matter how similar a life u lead with another, and how similar the problems u meet into, ur lives are as different as A and B. look at these 2 letters. A and A- not much different yeah? but at the same time, very different if u look carefully. thus, i can also say thet a quarrel with a friend is DIFFERENT from that with a good friend.

and so today i would like to touch on misunderstandings. every human being is taught how to be jealous, envious, angry, spiteful. when a misunderstanding occurs, just tell me, wont there be a SLIGHTEST BIT of jealousy involved? there will definitely be anger and spite, perhaps envy, but jealousy? a lot of u must be shaking ur head, or muttering 'no'. but do tell me, why even bother to get irritated and angry at the person, if in the first place, u were not jealous of what the person is doing or not doing? or maybe its because of the person doing the activity with somone else and not u?
ok. so maybe not 100% of misunderstandings involve jealosuy, but there is definitely ALOT of them which do. therefore, this jealous "cell" makes u angry and u flare up. why were u with him/her, and not ME? where were u when I tried to contact u? i thought u were having lunch with ME?
see the selfishness of jealousy? but my goodness me! i get jealous too. and this habit and human nature that has been drilled into me since i was formed will never leave me.
NEVER.
i suppose, then, that it is possible to say that we are, in fact, problems ourselves, so why look upon the obstacles we meet everyday as worries, why not put them into mathematics and think, a negative multiplied with a negative gives u a positive, and regard these problems as gifts which remind us that the life we lead isnt so bad after all? i must say though that i could do with less everyday gifts.
HA HA.
i dont even understand my words, how can u? =