bitchme

i am finding faults with myself. which is cool. but really depressing. ): haiz. but. i must do it for self-improvement. (((: yes.

i dont appreciate my family. im like rather critical of my sister i think. even if i am not, i always use the irritated tone with my sister. im very impatient with my family. i like to be rude to them. SO COOL. right. its not cool. its unhealthy. its unnecessary and makes me unbecoming of a human. maybe i shouldnt be a human at all. i should be an animal- like a cat.

NO. wait. cats are kinder than me. so im not even worthy of being an animal like a cat cos cats have more of a heart and treat their family nicely, but i dont. so what can i be??? i cant be neither a human nor an animal. so that leaves me with nothing. ((: i am nothing. or maybe i could be the smallest of smallest dust particles which has no feelings and cant be rude to their family cos they are non-living AND have no family!!! YES. i can be a dust particle. then ill bring less harm to those around me.

so goodbye cat the erm. bitch to cat the dust particle. sorry. i made a mistake- it should be THE dust particle. don u remember?!?!?!

A DUST PARTICLE DOESNT HAVE A NAME!!!

didnt u learn that in primary school or smth? or preschool. haiz. can u believe this? a dust particle talking abt school. this is the ONLY dust piece that has ever been to school. can enter guiness world record. (((:

oh. right. a non-living cannot take part. oh. how saddening. ((: nvm. i shall be content with my simple lifestyle. darn. i just made another mistake. dust dont have a life! my oh my- i have lots to learn abt being dust!! now i must go and learn.

byebye.