pea

got back chinese paper today. did ok.

learnt abit about malay culture. made smth that sounded like bunga-manga. but i think my spelling is totally off. haha! ((: its nice. and meant for weddings. BUT i shall put mine on the tv to let my family see!!! yay. lol. tried weaving the ketupat. erm. i did the the 1st time. IT WAS A MISTAKE TO UNWEAVE IT. ))): i couldnt do it anymore. shall try later. (:

had training. ran for 25min first then did 2sets of circuit. my stomachaches. haha. so cool. can u see the double meaning????? nice. i need to train my abdominal muscles. and then had shuttle run competition. so fun! (: 1 1/2 min seems soooooooooo long. but nonetheless it was enjoyable. my pulse rate is super unfit. shall go train more then can become fit. yay. lol

nowadays im feeling insecure. that sense of insecurity just washes over me. don want it there but it just makes it presence known. sigh. why??? i don need this now. im feeling quiet and displaced. like a conversation may be going on but i would rather just listen. OR ill just not listen at all and drift into my world of imagination. and then ill get the feeling of displacement. outness.

unwhole//