less pissed

i completed my schedule today! even though mj let me off by not letting me do another 2km. : still not too happy cos she miscounted my first one. she kept miscouting cos she doesnt see me being lapped. because shes always TALKING.

even though im not high (as always) im less pissed, and i feel less depressed. which is a good thing! (:

somehow, probly cos of mood swings, i suddenly felt like shouting at someone and cursing and swearing and there was this sense of bottled up emotions in my chest that i needed to let out. but fortunately i did. cos if i did let it out, i might hurt someone. so im er- nice. haha. thanks to training its gone. and im feeling better. (: still i didnt enjoy today. it was NOT good. so much homework. physics chem physics chem. )):

MONDAY BLUES.