hello world.
hello choices.
hello pain.
hello depression.
will it hello raffles, goodbye catholic OR hello catholic, goodbye raffles?
or am i just limiting my options. no wait if i open it up ill get a headache that'll kill me. im exaggerating. ho ho. i want to think that god is speaking to me but he isnt cause all im hearing is my thoughts.
im in that state of detachment im always in when i have to decide. ooooooo, the deadly d-word - decision. whee. i hate you. like i wasnt even that happy when i saw my eye candy today. but it was like a god-given gift to cheer me up for that period i guess. (: thank you for making my day. hahaha. i sound like such a despo.
ig outing! yay. fun fun. food republic. bitchy women who complained we took up 1 too many seat. free drinks. anything, whatever. topshop. it was a lighthearted morning. then the edusave thing a ling at tpcc. clap clap shake hands smile! kfc. mass
i was emo-ing during mass i think. father val's homily was enlightening, somewhat. the sec1s are damn lucky i tell you.
pizza hut! saw clara & her brother & sister there. actually, she saw me. hahaha. & then keenan saw me. sry, im blind as a bat and i only ever look straight.
i shall pray over this. & for all out there as undecided as me. gd night.
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