I LOVE THIS PICTURE! credits to f21:) hmm although losing weight isnt the issue here, i guess it is motivation to become lean & lithe. i think i can i think i can...
okay quite lame, but anw i really like the top on her! lovely shade and design but i cant find it on the website at all, so thats supremely sad. maybe ill go find a tailor to make it, hmm if i ever get down to doing it that is.
sch's been fine, apparently i've a black face which yes i admit to, but really thats just my usual look - dont feel the need to be happy by pretending to be/trying to think happy thoughts. i just dont have the energy to do that & i feel that its just a little fake. but ill try not to put on my cold distant bitchy look, hahaha. results are pretty fine but in any case i'm in a
not gonna let grades define my worth
stage. and i under-estimated.
and its under-estimation thats holding us back i think. or maybe i feel and believe and assert instead. too many times we think exams sucked, i'm screwed, or i can't do this or how am i ever gonna get this/that/--, and when we do get it its like shock/surprise or perhaps just feeling this
"yay i got this, i did better than i thought i would, ... um right"
and then i'd think actually i might have thought i could deep deep down but i just never dared to think i could in case i didnt get the results; at least im spared the disappointment.
okay there's no point to this post except that thats what im feeling. yes.
Dream big dreams, otherwise what's the point of dreaming if its about mundane things, right?
"You have to think big to be big" Claude M. Bristol
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