some days i wish i were a boy,
some days i wish i'd be numb to emotions
some days i wish feelings came to me naturally
some days i wish i'd stop crying
some days i wish i didnt feel possessive of my friends
some days i wish i were a better friend
some days i wish i'd feel like i was on top of the world
some days i wish for money
some days i wish that i could have a genie in a lamp who grants unlimited wishes
some days i wish my dreams never ended
some days i wish i never ended those dreams
most days though i just wish i'd stop wishing and start living

and suddenly i'm descending into that mess again.

"Salvation lies within"