food and determinism

funny how old habits are so easily slipped back into. it's almost as if no matter how much i say i won't, i still do. determinism perhaps? it's like i'll tell myself not to eat the chicken pie, so i eat an apple. but then i still dont feel satisfied, so i eat like a biscuit. but its still not enough, so i eat the chicken pie. then i'm okay. inside i'm like WTF, i should've just eaten the chicken pie in the first place. not quite the same as old habits, but its analogous.