i am feeling terrible again. maybe its my mod swing. having this depressing sinking feeling within me. maybe cos of school, or friends, or family, or faith, or BASICALLY my life. arrrgggghh.. i cant seem to put my hand into it. if thats a correct expression. i know something is troubling me, but i cant seem to tell what it is. as if all the problems are rolled into one, and no matter what, i cant do anything to help myself feel better from within. i feel helpless. and at the same time strong.
i just wish i can to return to the carefree life of being a 5yearold. naive innocent ignorant and where life was all happiness and problem-free, taken care of and where there was only smiles. why cant the world stop revolving for 24 hours and let me resettle my thoughts, let me meditate and take control of what is troubling me. why cant i seem to understand what is wrong?
why?
probably its the virus i introduced to my pc. my dad's so gonna kill me. and scold me. and then all will be fine. whatever. then i wll never have a chance to install msn. =((
cant be bothered anymore. and like nobody tags my board!!!!! at least not the ones who seldom tag...
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( those im too lazy to reply on their blogs.)
^dinny: yup. ok. thank u for "extending the due date". lol. THAANNKKKS. haha
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