2moredays

countdown:
less than 2days to nationals championships. heard maglow mention smth during the prayer abt dedicating part of the prayer to the girls rep. the school in the Nationals Championships. like, FINALLY!?!? finally, the school acknowledges us trackers. not like netballers- all kinds of competitions small or big, big or small, always get mentioned. BBAHHHHHHH! but, anyway, the prayer made me feel worse. cos like I DONT WANNA TAKE PART MUCH LESS REP. THE SCHOOL. I WILL DIU IJ DE LIAN COS i will come in last. but, my schoolmates, pls dont mention a word to me abt nationals or anything that goes like- aiya, i bet u didnt get last la. and ur timing must be quite ok too.... dotdotdot-that'll be my reaction so dont piss me off. EVER! pmsing. but let me remind u again. if u want to say that im not last, or console me, dont say smth of the above. unless i told u. so yup. =(
anyway, SOMEBODY is getting me a very BELATED birthday card. =) so happy. nobody gives me a bday card ANYMORE! and theres the personal birthday greeting. must be sincere k? thanks. but i know u dont read my blog, so yup. ill take it as e yes. =DD haha.
why is everyone getting so angsty? like, i know as a teenager, u meet into like a billion and 1 problems, but still? must get so griefy, and depressed, then happy, then all of a sudden ANGSTY again MEH? like i just got a beating, i cry, then the next day, my angst and sadness and physical pain is gone? like emotional pain still there, but still? time heals all? why must become so moody and affect everyone? huh? huh? like who, tell me who, gets a beating? none right? u all shld appreciate ur non-violent parents- so kind and caring and understanding. anyway, dont rub off on me. im moody inside enough. just to let all now, there's a storm in my heart. but i dont use it as an excuse to gett all upset and affect others ard me.
oh. and to all track members from 2/2 who read this blog- go down to cck stadium on 20th july. go support teammates. and dont forget got trng, so may end later than normal. but attendance is COMPULSORY. so must go. make sure u all go. dont say, just cos dont want then can dont go.
be committed. =)
anyway, thinking of changing my blog name to seventy.blogspot.com. pls give advice. thanks. =)