what will i do if i cant fix the phone by myself? my dad will kill me. he said so before. but not cos of my phone- but if it does create a volcanic eruption, then im DEAD! woohoo! how nice- i don mind meeting purgatory a tad sooner BUT can i please die a nice death- no slashes or slits or stab wounds or gun shots- just dying from shock will be enough. thanks. no humour inolved btw. NOT AT ALL. )):
sigh. when will this whole thing be over? this confesable thing. what will i do if my friends all leave me one day cos i did smth bad? then what am i to do? oh!!! kill me please
anyway, i still find U extra. a pity u seldom read my blog- otherwise i hope u do. i want u to know that i don like u. i don wanna be ur friend so stop treating me like urs. i don want this!! u just have to get out of my lives. i don wanna see u next year. i don wanna know that i will still see u next year. not cursing u to die. just get out of my life, u EXTRA piece of nothing. i abhor u. u seriously make my life a misery cos u don know what a thorn in my flesh u are!!!!!
anyway, i don understand why my life has to be plagued with problems- tho no doubt it adds interest to my life, id rather things go smoothly. but then if it does- maybe ill never ever realsie the strength of friendship, nor will i know what its like to be sad or depressed, scared or lonely. i only hope that things will have a limit for themselves- for if they got a little too carried away, the helpless me will just really consider a way out- blood.
i just hope the helpline can help me. if not people, my dad isnt one who gives empty threats. brace urself to see me in the orbituaries section. ):
No comments:
Post a Comment