mad

maybe i really shouldnt like type this out. cos im SUPPOSED to let go. yes i am and i want to, but somehow, i wont make any excuses OR denials that i am letting go- i cant. my character just wont let me take this lying down. haiz. if u really have let go, i dont see why u have to keep saying bad things about me. why do u have to say that u are glad i admitted something or criticise me? oh u find it pleasurable to do that right? i should think so. i really wish i could just slam ur name here right now and just make ur name become like a voodoo doll and just curse u till dawn. BUT i wont. cos im dont wish to get sued for slander or become so lowdown that i have to stoop to ur level. and in fact im quite ashamed of this post cos it shows the DEGENERATION of my standard to "fight" with u. but i cant take it anymore. is it so hard to put this whole thing past u? can u not forgive someone so dear to u? i sthink u cant. if u can, then prove me wrong. also, im not the one who is making u upset again- search ur conscience ur inner soul, and u will realise that u are the one who is really bringing it up time and again. it reflects badly on the character. its no surprise u have those anonymous tags on ur blog. cant say if i agree or strongly agree. but i think ill remain neutral. because after this post, hopefully, i wont have to post such a thing anymore that will serve no other purpose except to cause further degenration to me and my image. yup. thank u for reading. thank you for being such a fatihful reader. thank you in advance to stop commenting on my blog though i have no control over ur rights. and lastly, thank you for stopping for after that, i will most definitely think better of you; so will others. goodbye and take care for ur exams. ((:

anyway, got something else to type. but something just made me have to post the above, tho it really disrupted my actual intention.

i cant bring myself to like u. u are so extra. u pop out of nowhere and force ur way in. i know im the only one who feels this way. there is no doubt u dont like me too. or maybe u do, but u dont like to work with me. i dunno. but anyway, i cant bring myself to ever like u. u are SO EXTRA. why cant u leave? why must u be my friend? i don wanna be ur friend. almost all ur actions make me so irritated. im so annoyed at ur smiles. look fake to me. i don want u to be in my life- at all. leave me alone. u are so extra- i dislike detest abhor but don hate u. ur character tho cheery, is totally unappealing. i never like u from the start- but i had to blend in with the crowds.