shut up

today's training was fun. actually, it was rather tedious- except for the fact that chewy was the sole motivator: can be feline. ((: so fun. kept on saying to us with a slight scolding tone: "dont like that! dont stop now. do u know its so obvious that we are walking?" ahahahahaha. so cute!! haha. and she blamed me for having stitch at the st mich's slope. like Excuse Me?!? how can u stop urself from getting stitch? like think "STITCH BE GONE!" and it will disappear? lol. sorry yeshh chewy? im really sorry for not having such a good endurance. haha. and we ran 6 rds instead of 7. bleahx. it was VERY tiring. cos im weak. heh. an mr low didnt believe us when he saw the timing was 42 min. he was right! ahahaha. but we(actually i ((:) insisted we really did 42 mins. LOL. and he believed- said VERY GOOD. yay. haha. so cute. ( we were quite mean- say he a bit s*****e cos he actually asked mo to do hurdles- but chewy and mo came up with a brilliant idea: tell him if he asks mo that he told her she can join hurdles if she want- when he didnt even say tt! ;) ) a bit mean yeah? but nvm. 6 rds ard the school still a bit of achievement. (: but if i have to run like xcountry or 3000m again, i think i have to train twice as hard. yup.
anw, we had staff-sergeant ridzuan(or smth like that) from tp neighbourhood police station/post's talk. then we had this video- Girls Dont Go To Prison. nice. ((: it was a terrible time for mei in prison- her cellmates were cruel, she had to wash toilet, and she had to eat plain meals everyday. can u imagine 3yrs in jail?!? i don want to go to jail. i shant. i hope. haha. but i shall pray to god, mother mary, jesus, the holy spirit and the angels and saints in heaven and my guardian angel to help me. (: they are nice. i love them.
anw, i think training really is a stress-buster. YAY. i love it. it makes me feel completely rejuvenated and revitalised! tho the good effects dont last forever, but they do take my mind off my problems. (: like now for eg, im not really bothering abt the sadness and angst and trouble in my life. i love training. erm- i love the effects of training. fun. good for health. haha. need to train my endurance.

btw, everyone has problems. and tho im really pessimistic abt my life, i really dont see why it should affect anyone. i mean, obviously, there has been instances when my moodswings have made other people feel irritated.
im sorry for my (frequent) crankiness. please forgive me and try not to let it affect ur mood in any way. live ur life with only u-ur problems and ur happiness, ur moodswings and ur excited moments. i never meant for my pessimism to affect anyone else.

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this i swear (nick lachey) !!!!!!!!