of school and feelings

im really glad u are ok juicy. ((: take good care and try to dwell upon 'lighter' stuff

i changed my template! yay. and i did it mostly myself. erm except for the fact that i reused quite a bit of my previous template's html. lol. ut its still an achievement. (: lalalaa. so cool! im proud of myself, and when im free-r i may consider embarking on a journey of creating my very own template. maybe submit to blogskins. im ambitious. haha.

anyway i seem to be feeling very tight these few days- like my chest feels very tight. and it just wont go away. its the kind of feeling that makes one unhappy. like even if u laugh really madly at a joke- the laugh is just a laugh- theres no engaging of ur inner and true happiness. theres just this heaviness in my heart. oh why? dejection fills my soul. haiz.

nvm. im gonna eat my chips to cheer myself up. ((: yay. hmm.. but better not eat TOO much if not ill grow fatter. ): bleahx. not good. but ill still eat abit. must go stock up the "larder" my sis and i came up with. like we buy snacks and hide them somewhere and take them out to eat as and when we like. whahahaha. i mean u can always buy it when u have the urge- but do u go out late at night to buy the snack if u have a sudden craving? no. and it gives the doer a sense of pleasure and "achievement". lol. so cool!

learnt a tune today for guitar lessons- skip to my lou. :D happy. like finally! and i am learning how to read musical notes. haha. cos im illiterate if u ask me to point out where the notes are. heh. must strive to master reading.