stress and Joni

i think the stress of studying, of other significant problems are getting to all of us. all of us; none excluded. i think im being such a hypocrite by saying this- but i don like people's actions when they are pressurized by whatever thing, and they pass it on by acting irritated and being all fedup. THATS SO hypocritical.. cos thats me. haiz.

i guess thats just part of life- meeting into all sorts of people and getting problems, and feeling certain feelings, which were stirred up by certain people. perhaps some people just dont have tact. bleahx. which isnt good. im not trying to say i handle all my problems with tact, but i do try to put things across with a neutral tone. erm- at least i try. im really sorry and sincerely apologise to those whom ive hurt with my bluntness and moodswings. sorry.

i need to be less possessive. bleah. it sucks holding on TOO TOO tightly to others. i mean its good to hold on tightly to ur relationships with others, but its stifling to hold on TOO tightly, its taxing too. being possessive seriously takes it toll on the person, an exhausting activity whic is extremely unhealthy. so i am making a promise to rid of this ugly habit.

juicy: take care again yeah? and take things slowly and calmly- maintain a cheerful disposition. like trotter. haha. actually no. keep up high spirits from within. ((:

dont cry Joni

Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love
forever true

Joni was the girl who lived next door
I've known her I guess 10 years or more
Joni wrote me a note one day
And this is what she had to say

Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up someday you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love
forever true

Slowly I read her note once more
Then I went over to the house next door
Her tear drops fell like rain that day
When I told Joni what I had to say

Joni, Joni please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by
You're just 15, I'm 22
And Joni I just cant wait for you

Soon I left our little home town
Got me a job and tried to settle down
But these words kept haunting my memory
The words that Joni said to me

Jimmy please say you'll wait for me
I'll grow up some day you'll see
Saving all my kisses just for you
Signed with love
forever true

I packed my clothes and I caught a plane
I had to see Joni i had to explain
How my heart was filled with her memory
And ask my Joni if she'd marry me

I ran all the way to the house next door
But things weren't like they were before
My tear drops fell like rain that day
When I heard what Joni had to say

Jimmy, Jimmy please don't cry
You'll forget me by and by
It's been 5 years since you've been gone
Jimmy I married your best friend John