maybe its the fever, maybe its facebook, maybe i'm being lazy, but i really just cant bear to touch my books or do my notes. i used to like doing notes, but now everything i;ve learnt is in a mess and i cant seem to organise it coherently like how i did last year. and i realise that last year, i did study. even though it was seemingly slack and short, but the hours were well spent. now its like wasting time everyday, and there isnt really any guilt. or maybe there is but im choosing to ignore it. i dont know! i dont want to care either!