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whatever answer u give a person to his/her questions, it will never, and i mean NEVER, answer fully the question posed. ha! so there's NO point in answering questions, nor is there any in asking them. its curiosity that sets these questions going, perhaps depression, possibly, guilt, no doubt it can be happiness, or doubt but if u really want to know the WHOLE answer, u can erm- commit suicide or induce ur own death, then u will be able to find out the answers and satisfy ur curiosity with THE ONE ABOVE. yup ((: thats my theory. ((: cool YESHH?

anyway, i feel so cheap. and used by myself. ha. not being lame or anything, but like erm- if u can help please tell me what im feeling after i explain myself k? be truthful yeshh? lol. thanks.
sometimes, i get really angry at this person, lets call that person X, and then i vow i will never bother about X anymore and i will slam X and curse and condemn and blog bad stuff abt X. BUT, if X starts talking to me again, i will suddenly forget all my anger, it dissipates(?), and then i feel happy again. i forget all my "plans" to slam X. ARRRRRRGGGGHHH. tell me! what am i feeling? i feel so angry at MYSELF for being so errrrr--- so pathetic and horrible. i mean how can have such a weak will?!?

damn it.

an announcement to make: im no longer like available. HAHA. im taken. lol. no la. its actually in virtuality. haha. so funny. )): im so sad. ((: haha. see how my emoticons contradict my words? HAHA. anyway, im sad because im unavailable now. confused now too. what am i to do to unbreak ur heart? ): (: