troubled

i still remember not too long ago, i was posting nice inspirational, i hope ((: , and happy posts about anything. like suicide to daily activities. but now? ive nothing good to say anymore. whats there about life except for worries and more worries? nothing yes? oh. some of you may say somethings like ur parents are nice, u r not poor, u have no problems with finding a shelter over ur head. wth? SO?!? i know that we should be thankful for what we have of which we need, but what about those that we have but can obviously do without?
what exactly is it like to have a problem-free life- i can bring myself to imagine. i know that without problems, i wont have to make myself think too much, or worry about what will happen or become skeptical of the purpose of my life.

but maybe, like the saying goes, "all things happen for a reason", and we really should be thankful for ALL that we have, because SOMEDAY, we will appreciate everything that happens.